Tuesday, November 27, 2007

How to be a fuck up: lesson 4,681

Don't tackle your 6 page paper until the week it's due
Stay up too late covering the reading material
Pour out your heart on 8X11 white lined notebook paper
Delve into your inner demons too deeply
Upset yourself
Scrap the 2 pages of writing you already have so that your human sexuality teacher doesn't send you to a psych ward

Realize you have a second paper due TOMORROW, on a reading assignment you can't even find.

Update your blog instead of doing homework, out of sheer exasperation.

When I take a semester off from school, i feel like a fuck up for not applying myself. When I go to school, I feel like a fuck up for my inability to get organized and master deadlines.

I don't know how anyone in their right mind works their way through school.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Just look over your shoulder, honey.

I think at the end of the day we're all pretty lost.
Does finding solace in another person make you weak and dependent
or is companionship really the answer to all of life's little problems?

I've always had a complex with showing I was tough.
In the long run it translates into having difficulty expressing emotions sometimes.
I'll pretend I didn't miss you, unless you take the plunge first.

Like I'm really not just sitting here wishing you could touch me