Thursday, October 29, 2009


Have you ever looked at someone and been overwhelmed with unanswered questions?

There's someone I know. We haven't spoke in a while, but we're still friends when we do see each other. There was no big falling out that took place.

This guy is dating another friend of mine (who I also haven't spoken with in a while... same scenario.). They seem to be very happy together, and I am also happy in my relationship.

Which makes this feeling very difficult.

I would never want to intentionally hurt this girl. It's not who I am. I would never in a million years make plans to steal her boyfriend, or anything of the like.

I would never go behind Jay's back, or break up with Jay to be with this guy.

But every time I see a photo of him, or recall a memory, the wonder of what we could have been is so unbearable it tears me up inside a little.

I don't like having regrets, and I also think that things like "soul mates" most likely don't exist.

...but what if they do, and this is how it feels to look at your unattainable soul mate?

...and what if he feels the same way?

I've never been faced with a scenario quite like this one. But I guess it doesn't require action, just reflection.

1 comment:

jaclyn said...

maybe its just a case of wanting something you cant have.or maybe not.

ive been clicking the next blog upt there and yours came up after mine.

would go on and try to find your poetry somewhere in your i happen to like poetry.

have a good day.